Life After Death

by If I Were You



released December 16, 2016



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Track Name: Sirens
This is my choice, its the only way.
To finally be free from all this pain.
But once I'm gone, will I just feel the same?
Broken on the inside, am I worth nothing?

Oh my god, what went wrong?
How did I end up here?
Flashing lights, losing sight
Wake me up wake me up
(Can I take this back? Have I gone too far? )
Flashing lights, losing sight
Wake me up wake me

Shattered glass and sirens
My heart begins to race
Voices saying "stay with me son"
As everything starts to fade
I never believed in faith
Is it too late now?
The light turns into shadows
And the darkness drowns me out
Something is wrong
This is not what I thought it to be
I still hear the car radio and the sound of my screams
I say the worst is over, yet here I am
Back on earth, alone with fear


Stay awake, I'm becoming so cold
There's no coming back from this
Oh god I went too far
Don't give up on me now
Please, please, please forgive me
Stay awake, I'm becoming so cold
Oh god I went too far
Don't give up on me now
Stay awake, I'm becoming so cold
Please, please, please forgive me
Track Name: Looking Through Me (ft. Garret Rapp)
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for you forever
What can I say to ease the pain (to ease the pain)
We both know I tried my fucking best
But it was never enough
If only you could hear me right now, you would know how sorry I am.
I never meant for this
Just know I'm here every single night
Whispering to you (to you)
Just out of sight

Don't let me go, just hold on to me
keep me in your heart until we meet again
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)
Ill wait for you (forever)

You stare at me, you look right through me (look right through me)
sometimes it think it's so real
Sometimes I swear it is
I never meant for this
just know that I'm here every single night
whispering to you
just out of sight
as I look into your eyes
I can still feel the warmth inside
Although I am gone when Im here with you I never feel so alive
My words call upon deaf ears, but still I scream to you


The path I've chosen has no end
I must accept the life I lead
So dark and cold
I have to find my way home
A place forever in your heart
Track Name: Pull Me Under
Decaying hands they reach for me
They’re telling me, telling me that there's no choice at all
The whispers sound so sweet
How can I even resist?

Falling into the dark
I can feel them pulling me under
A fire burning under my skin
It's not suppose to the end this way

The demons are nothing more than a fear inside
Their grip tightens, I must open my eyes. Fuck!
Oh god, just give me the strength because
I can’t let them get the best of me now
Is there nothing left for me to fear?
I’m so tired of holding on (holding on)
I’m going back and forth inside my mind
Save me, save me


Reach for me, don’t let me lose control
Speak to me and let your voice lead me home
Track Name: Eternity
Its not enough
Its never enough
I've become so numb all over
I never thought it would be this tough
I’m Just a ghost to you and nothing more
When you close your eyes what do you see?
A fading memory

I want to feel
I want to feel you close
I want to feel
Feel you close to me

Sing to me one last time
Dream of me
Don't let the clock run out on us tonight


Theres an emptiness inside of me
Growing deeper with each step
Forget my name

Bury me never to return again
Bury me for eternity

Track Name: The Choice
When all is said and done
will I be just another fucking mistake?
Slowly fading away from everything
Should I disappear or should I stay
I can’t make this choice on my own
Show me how to make it through

I know I know I know
That I need to find my way back to you
Save me from myself
I don’t even know who I am anymore

Pain surrounds me
Fear consumes me
But I won’t keep dragging you down
You deserve to feel whole
Its something that I can never give to you


I’m drifting away away away
I’m lost in the noise
(I’m lost in the)
your touch
your touch is just a memory
Track Name: Silhouettes
I’m not coming back
Remember when we used to talk all night?
We lost track of time
It always felt so right
Oh how I dream of that again

So when you start to feel alone
Just close your eyes breathe slow
I am never too far from you
Keep me close to you
I swear that you will get through

I regret the times we used to fight
All those times I thought that I was right
Looking back I see the truth
I’m so badly broken (so badly broken)
Nothing can fix this mess that I left behind


Say goodbye to the ones I love
Say goodbye to the world I know
Say goodbye to the ones I love
Say goodbye

Im not coming back